Honeymooners

Written: January 4th, 2011

We all get that feeling, that movement in our souls. We all find that moment where we forget about our crushing past. The second we feel that happiness, we free our inhibitions, breaking away from the shackles that restrict us from loving that new person. Still feeling pain from previous memories, we tread carefully into the unknown.

The honeymoon feeling comes and goes without any notice. I have no idea it's coming, and then I am overwhelmed with the possibility of where this could lead. Worried about how long it will last, I lightly take one step at a time. Absorbing each moment, prolonging the feeling..

Limitless optimism, for the day I find that permanent feeling. Investing in a single direction path to unconditional love, stepping forward instead of in circles is journey I could see my life wrapping itself around. Of course patience is a virtue, that moment will take time, but the idea will never leave my thoughts.


Those who have hurt me in the past will become a ghosts in a distant memory when someone does steal my heart. Those who I have hurt will forgive me when they find theirs. Those who never had a chance to live that extra day will be watching down with a smile, because in this life, everyone needs to find that bliss..  One day, I'll find mine.