Written: June 5th, 2011
Day after day I see myself become torn between what I want, and what I need to be. Naturally too nice for my own good, the continual narcissism of others has started to breakdown the shell I have developed over the years. Usually able to reflect constant instances of unwilling "friends," I am forced to find another way to live my life.
I'm tired of giving everything I have, and not receiving an ounce of reciprication. I'm tired of wishing on a starless sky, tired of feeling more alone then I ever have before, and more than anything.. tired of treating others in a far better way than they deserve. I'm done with thinking there is good in everyone, some are lost, and it's no longer my job to help with that.
Turning a new leaf doesn't even begin to express what I am doing now, this change is more of mutating a leaf into a volcano.. an active one. Not everyone should be nervous, just the little meaningless people that live on this selfish island.
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